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| My week.... |
| 10.01.04 (7:46 pm) [edit] |
This week had its up and downs you could say. Monday adn Tuesday was the last of itbs testing thank god. Too many dots and bubbles if you ask me. Monday my dad dad got to go on a free buissness trip to Laz Vegas. Lucky him. He left Monday. On wednesday we had music and i suck at reading the notes adn writing them adn stuff so i had a horrible music class ending with me copying of off Robyn's sheet when ever she turned her back. Thurday was computers class which is alwasy a fun class cuz Even is hillariouse adn he sits write across from me so hes always saying stuff that is so funny. Thursday my dog had a sesiour and peed all over himslef adn me adn it looked like he was trying to swallow his toung so yea i feel bad for him cuz it was my fault he had it in the 1st place cuz i didnt give him his pills. omg adn today was horrible. Horrible and embarassing. To start it off i get to school and everyones looking at me adn I have no clue why. No clue. No clue at all. Well actually everything wa ok untill I got to 4th hour. Omg fourth hour was horrible. Ok for homework we had to write about this. If we could steal a day all ourslves, skip school and get away with it adn do anything we want how would u spend it. So i wrote about going to california and amy and beth adn ordinary stuff. Everyone else was creative adn for example dana said she would run on the rings of saturn adn ride her unicorn and find a dinosaur adn crazy stuff like that. Well to start off I didnt want to read my essay. So the teacher calls on me then im like no i dont want to. Then everyoen starts cheering and yelling for me to go up and im like no!! Then Michael is like Haykey ill read it for you adn im like noo thats ok. Then Even pulls out some money and is liek hayley ill give you $2.50 if you go read it adn im like no!! Then Tyler turns around is like ill give you 5 dollers and he hands me a five doller bill and im like noo!! (even tho i would like to have it) But even the teacher was liek ill give you some candy if you read it and im like err no!! Then John Murphy turns around and is like common and im like noo!! why me??? Then John Vega is like shes a stubburn mule. Omg thats so mean hes such an ass. I hate him but I dont.Its complicated.But then Katie wouldnt read hers then shes like fine ill read it and Even runs up adn gives her 2 dollers adn some change lmao. But omg I oculd of just said yes adn read it. Id be embarassed but not as embarassed as I was. It might not sound that embarassing but if you were im my position at the time it was really embarassing. I started shaking. But besides that lil thing I played football for P.E adn it was soo fun!!! I made two down!! And Nikki told the teacher how much she loves Dj adn how shes obsessed with him adn im like omg is the teacher you dont tell your teacher that stuff! And I was like we won!! Then I ran up o teh teacher adn is liek can we have candy?? And shes liek do u have candy? And shes liek do u have candy to share? And im like no do u? And shes liek no sorry maybe next time. And Natalie is just cracking up. So me and Nat's inside joke is hey teach!! Yea its a long story. But my aunt who lives two hours away is comming down for a night adn she should be hear any minuit. So yea that was a lil summary of my day! OH OH!! I forgot iI made a 100% on my math test go me!! I made a d plus last time and this time I made an A plus so my teach was real happy ^_^
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| Grandmas house |
| 09.22.04 (12:22 pm) [edit] |
Heres some pictures from my vacation in california at my grandmas house (she lives on a farm)
Me on the tractor
she use to have sooo many animals but she has these two dogs named Quin and Maggie adn heres me with Quin.
Heres my dad...hes a lil screwd up in the head ^_^
thats my dad...
heres a goat (she use to raise goats adn she still has a few left)
me...
I have ALOT more pictures of her house but anyways heres some other pictures form cali....
Heres Beth, Me, adn Amy
Me adn Beth
Heres some of my cousin Dilland, his girlfriend, adn there new baby. Dilladn has pretty much fucked up his life.
tasha is so pretty (shes the one with pink hair)
heres some pics of when i got bored at her house
I <3 dogs so I took alot of pics of them so heres a couple of Maggy,Quins sister
Quin
My grandpa
Dilland sister,Josh, adn her new baby
Josh's dog named Puppies
Stupet fagget dog that has hated me from the day I was born. His name is Bill and that gay dog bit me!!
Where Bill bit me!
So yea those are some pics from my grandma's house....
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| 09.22.04 (11:44 am) [edit] |
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Yea no title. Last time I wrote was Friday I guess. So hmm whats new? Saturday I went to the Balloon races adn they had all these people in hot air balloons like racing. I waited all day and then they finally blew teh friggen balloons up. There was this huge energizer bunny that was suppose to be bigger then the statue of liberty. Sunday I was sick. It sucked. But I went to home depo with my dad and the rest of teh day i got to go on the roof and watch him fix the hangover part. Monday was horible cuz I was still sick and it was the start of testing week. Tuesday I went to counciling. That wasnt as bad I thouhgt it would be. And I didnt go to school on tuesday due to the counciling so yay ^_^ Today was pretty good. I missed music with Mr.Hensin!!That made me so happy cuz today they had to make a play,make a song to go with the play,sing it, adn dance to it. I made up my testing from tuesday so i missed reading and music. S0 thats pretty good I guess. Tommorro I have to read in front of the class which is ganna suck. So far I have saved up $50 and planning to save up $100 by christmas. Yesterday (which was the tuesday I didnt go to school) I took pictures all day so I have at least 1000 pictures of everything. So yea that was a quick update of my life. I still havent got a chance to put all my icons back up so ill do it on Friday I guess. I havent got a chance to write in my real journal scince California so I have to do that. Last night my mom was all drunk and said tv is more important then my grades. Well thats real real nice comming form the person that made me go to this preppy smart school then says she doesnt care. I feel the love.
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| 09.22.04 (11:43 am) [edit] |
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Yea no title. Last time I wrote was Friday I guess. So hmm whats new. Saturday I went to the Baloon races adn tehy had all these people in hot air balloons like racing. I waited all day and then they finally blew teh friggen balloons up. There was this huge energizer bunny that was bigger then the statue of liberty. Sunday I was sick. It sucked. But I went to home epot with my dad and the rest of teh day i got to go on the roof and watch him fix the hangover part. Monday was horible cuz I was still sick and it was the begging of testing week. Tuesday I went to counciling. That wasnt as bad I thouhgt it would be. And I didnt go to school on tuesday due to the counciling so yay ^_^ Today was pretty good. I missed music with Mr.Hensin!!That made me so happy cuz today they had to make a play,make a song to go with the play,sing it, adn dance to it. i made up my testing from tuesday so i missed reading and music. SO thats pretty good I guess. Tommorro I have to read in front of the class which is ganna suck. So far I have saved up $50 and planning to save up $100 by christmas. Yesterday (which was the tuesday I didnt go to school) I took pictures all day so I have at least 1000 pictures of everything. So yea that was a quick update of my life. I still havent got a chance to put all my icons back up so ill do it on Friday I guess. I havent got a chance to write in my real journal scince California so I have to do that. Last night my mom was all drunk and said tv is more important then my grades. Well thats real real nice comming form the person that made me go to this preppy smart school then says she doesnt care. I feel the love.
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| Hyper |
| 09.17.04 (10:18 am) [edit] |
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Dude I am soo hyper right now!! Ok Im 12 and oviosly still a kid.Scicne I was like 7 or 8 I have been watching Lizzy McGuire on disney channel. And yea i thought it was a kewl show cuz shes was like goin threw wut I was ganna go threw. So I liked her. But then when she started commign out in movies and and becoming a singer I just didnt liek her anymore. Shes like a princess now. I dont like her. But i just watched the Lizzy McGuire movie out of boredom and it was actually ok. Just ok but better then I thought it would be. So im starting to like her again. Shes actually a good singer. But anyways some things have happened. For one photobuckets being a bitch adn wouldnt show any of my pictures so I had to delete all my icons and now I have to go find them on the net all over again. Ok yesterday was sooo horible. I was messing around with my dads shaver adn i liek shaved part of my eyebrow off. And I look horrible. Its so screwd up. So teh whole day i was like putting my hand over my face adn I kno I looked like a fool in front of everyoen liked me but idc cuz i would rather have my hand on my face then to show them my eyebrow. They oviously had to notice. But yea I went with my mom to get my nails done yesterday after school. I got liek a highlet color pink. My mom wouldnt let me get black and I really wanted to get either black or like a highlighter color. But teh lady who did my nails said she could fix my eyebrows. So she took me in the back adn layed me down and put this crap on em then got tape put it on my eyebrows adn pulled. Hard. It hurt so bad. My eyes started watering really bad and she thought I was crying but I was like im ok lol. But now my eyebrows are really skinny and short. one eyebrow is longer tehn the otehr cuz the one i shaved off is short. You still can tell I screwd it up but its not as bad. So i really really really want to redue my room. I dunno wut to do. My favorite colors are black and red but i dont want those to be the color of my room. But yea Im going to the mall sometime this weekend to figure out what I want. Im probolly not ganna buy it this weekend tho. I only have $45 adn im saving up for next summer. So yea. I haev teh song called wut dreams are made of stuck in my head. Its a slow song but I like it. Im ganna put it on my blog later. Im also ganna put al my icon things back on too. But later. Oh adn I have a million pictures of my trip from cali adn I was ganna put them on my blog today but scince tblog was down for half the day I guess I cant do it. Anyways...
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| Yup |
| 09.14.04 (10:45 am) [edit] |
 Ok today was a half day ^_^. Lots of have been goin on. Last umm I think it was Friday i got in a fight with my parents ending up with me gettin whiped with a belt on my leg leaving a mark. I couldnt stop crying when I went to school so my reading teacher sat down with me adn started asking quetions. Ended up telling her that my dad hit me and they called my dad in adn we had a lil chat with him and my principal. Principal took my dads side and in the end I have to go to anger managment sessions. So im going to theropy. So fun. Havent gone yet but I cant wait -sarcasim- Monday (yesterday) was picture day and I wore some jean caprieze and my hollywood t-shirt. The picture dude took teh pic when I wasnt ready so yea thats ganna turn out horrible. Today was ok I guess. In reading my teacher asked about my counciling and if I have gone yet adn she asked if im ok adn crap like that. And because im going to go to counciling my parents are trying to find a reason that makes me so worked up so tehy took away my pepsi adn tehy will not let me eat sun flower seeds anymore. There goes my whole diet. Got out of school two hours early which is always a plus to the day. Oh yea my weekend. On saturday My cuz Eddie came over cuz it was his birthday so we went down to the lake adn it was fun. Hes actually a good swimmer for just turning 9 years old. Eddies brother who is only 3 can finially talk in complete scentences. Sunday we just ran around teh neighborhood playing tag adn hide and go seek adn stuff like that. I have some pics of them when they came over but ill post them up later. Last Friday I was suppose to go to Katherns birthday party but decided not to cuz Eddie was coming over so I got to keep the birthday present I got her which is the Now 16 cd adn I <3 all teh songs on there. Friday is no school which is sooo awsome. Oh and I added like 30 more icon thingers. My favorite is the one with my name on it ^_^
- Hayley-
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| Long day |
| 09.09.04 (3:39 pm) [edit] |
Exactly wut the title says. Ill write about it later.
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| ERRR!!! >.< |
| 09.08.04 (11:57 am) [edit] |
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Today wasnt much better. AHH I just wana die and run away from my life!!! So basically my day was like this. I wore my hair up today cuz i didn't wantt anyone to see my highlights so that means u could see my ear piercing that isnt allowed in school. First hour was social studies which was w/e. Phillip was showing off again adn ansewing every single quetion my teacher asked. Science we saw this gayass movie about how to excape a fire. We got homework. Math was ok. Dj didnt look at me once. We got 30 long divison problems for homework. Fun. Then was music class with mr.mean dude. He scares me. Reading was when all the fun began. First we had to take turns doing this skit. First people were Jon Vega (woooh!) and Shannon. Jon Vega was acting out as this guy who was like a ladies man. Haha he played the part perfect. Then bell rang adn mrs.Powers told me to come up to her. So I did. Then shes like oh Hayley im sorry im ganna have to ask you to take out ur earing. I was like um I dunno how to. Then shes like ur not ganna make me take it out are you?And Jon Vega was standing right behind her trying to look at my earing as she was talking. Then shes like oh hayey do u like this school? And im like um yea and shes like well u dont seem very happy...are you making alot of friends? And im like yea then she like bumps her forhead onto my forhead as if I was cryin which I wasnt then shes like well all im ganna ask is for you to wear ur hair down so u don get yelled at for ur earing. Then John Vega leaves adn gets in line and I rush into the bathroom and walk right past him adn he looks at me adn I think he thought I was crying cuz he looked all concern or w/e lol. So I wait untill I kno everyones at lunch and i take my hair down adn go out of the bathroom, get my lunch money adn go downstairs. By this time everyone in the whole seveth grade knew I had a 55 on my spelling test and an ear piercing. So I walk into the lunch room adn eveyone looks at me. So I sit down adn I get yelled at by the lunch room teacher cuz I didnt put my tray back. Then I go out to recess adn at least 12 people were crowded around me asking me quetions. Half the people I didnt even know. They were like I saw ur teacher yelling at u and i heard him say do i have to call ur parents (he wanted to call my mom) and i was like oh yea i got in trouble for not memerizing the morning offering. Then Grace comes up adn she talks to me about her dream. Then shes like why did u put ur hair down it looked so cute tied up!!? I was like oh cuz I got in truble for my ear. Then Robyn and Julia come up to me and are like did it hurt? And I was like hurt? And there like when u got it pierced adn I was like oh no.. I got it nummed. Then they screamd adn there liek omg thats so totally awsome im ganna like go get like it pierced like this weekend. Then like 2 other people came up to me asking bout my ear and I was like err just get away. Then I went to Religion which I almost fell asleep in and then was english. English my teacher is like go get ur book if u need to then John Vega gets up and gets it adn my teacher screams John Vega what are u doing out of ur seat!!?? Get back in it now!!! Then he doesnt even explain to him that he was getting his book adn doesnt talk the rest of class. My teacher mr.steavens talks waaaay to much. He talks in between every paragraph. Im ganna tell him to shut up if he keeps doing it. Then I got yelled for cuz I didnt say the memoiarie. Then I just got up when it was dismsiall and went to my carpull which happened to be the dad not the mom so I almost went in the wrong car. The dad is such a goober. But then Allison wanted her maps adn her book back and I gave her the maps which I axidentally ripped and I couldnt find the book. So everyone basically thinks im the annoying new girl who wants to be kewl so she goes out adn gets her ear pierced and follows nicky adn natalie around all day so she doesnt have to be an outsider. Thats not true. But to end my beautful day I have to do my maps which will take forever and im hungry and I dont feel good adn im tired adn just wanna crawl and hide under my bed.
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| Bleh |
| 09.07.04 (12:11 pm) [edit] |
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Today sucked. One of those days you just want to die. To start off my perfect day my alarm didnt go off so i got up late. I was soo tired. Then I get to school and Natali and Nicky were totally ignorin me. Then we had to go to mass which sucks cuz mass is soo boring. Then was social studies and Philip didnt even notice me today. Plus we got 3 maps to do and we only have one week to do them. Science our grinch teacher came back after a week of being on some island and our sub is soo much nicer. I got a load of homework in science also. Math Dj kept turning back and lookin at me which is good cuz it could possibly mean he likes me which would be awsome cuz Nicky is obsessed wit Dj and that means she would be pissed of at me and I would be happy. Art was a bummer cuz my art project was the worst out of the class and I already have done that project so its nothing new. Reading was bleh cuz Nicky kept flirting with John Vega adn Teddy. Ok worst part of my day is after readin i was in line for homeroom next to me was Jhon Vega...hes hot....and Nicky adn Molly. Molly goes Hayley did u highlight ur hair again? (I highlighted my roots last night to make it look better which didnt turn out the way I planned) So I was liek um yea. And shes like o it lookes kewl then as shes turning around she starts crackin up. Geez Molly im not blind I can see you. Then John Vega is like staring at my hair then turns around adn says some shit bout it to his friends and all of them which is about 6 people turned around and looked at me.Then John said more shit bout it adn turned aroudn and pointed at me.Um John im right here dumbasss I can hear every word your saying expecially when ur pointing at me!!! Fucking asshole. Then Nickys like Jhon ur mean. And im just staring at the wall like I cant hear them when im write in between them. Fucking bitches. I hate them. I felt like I was ganna die. They say shit bout me right to my face.Then was lunch and by then it was the feeling where im so pissed of and embarassed and i hate everyone that I felt like I was ganna throw up. Then came recess. Nicky adn Natalie was ignoring me as I was sitting write next to them so i talked to Kathern for a lil while. Then was Religion which I got adn F in and it sucked cuz it was soo boring. Finally wa english. W read the stupid book Great Expectations which isnt goign anywhere and we have a friggen ass load of homework in English. Thn we left adn I go tin my carpull and alisson thought I was the biggest nerd ever and plus she wants her book back which means I have o pay $5 for another one. Fun day --sarcasim--
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| My Birthday |
| 09.04.04 (4:26 pm) [edit] |
Some of my friends threw me a birtday party. It was in california at boomers. Heres some pictures of it.
thats me. Sitting next to me is Richard adn next to Richard is my best friend Amy with teh bonde hair. Shes such a california girl. Shes tan, blue eyes, long blonde hair.Yup. And I have this ugly brown hair with blonde highlights >.<
Heres a pic of all of us. Its blury but oh well. Next to amy is amys nese Breana. Shes such a spoiled brat. And next to Breana is i forget her name but she liked me(as a friend) and followed me everywhere.
The one with the black belly shirt adn hair up in a bun is Shawna. Shes Amy adn Beth's older sister.
Me and my mom. Breanas big face is in the way.
So yea those are some pics of the party. It was so much fun. We went on a water ride and rode go-karts and it was awsome ^_^
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| Stuff |
| 09.03.04 (3:41 pm) [edit] |
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First full week of school. It was pretty good. We had our specials and on moday was litergical music adn that was just embarassing. Tuesday was kewl. I made a new friend on tuesday named Grace. Shes perky.Wednesday was yea. Are special was music and the teacher dude is scary. He scares me. Hes like really really strict adn fat and mean. He spent like 30 minuits saying all the rules then turned around and was like mrs.Hayley. I was like ugh I almost died. I was like scared hes so scary. Thursday was awsome. Im in a gruop. Its me,natalie,nicky,adam,and nick. Adam's cute. He has like this long hair. Nick is funny and natalie adn nicky are just so outgoing and weird and funny. Today I went home with natalie adn nicky so we were in ssecond dismisal. Nicky is obsessed with Dj adn personally Dj is ugly. He has buggy eyes. But yea we were all liek talking in this group. Cept me I just that and listen adn this gurl was like u know ur really quiet. Then they asked me if I think Dj's eyes are buggy and I was like umm. Yea. I didnt want to be mean and say it in his face but w/e. Natalie was Dj's so kewl dont yuh think? Then I was liek lookin at him and i was like umm. lol hes kewl. Then we went Natalie house adn swany on the swing adn talked all about Nicky's personally and right now she is so depressed cuz everyone thinks shes a slut cuz last year she sat on Kevins lap (i like kevin) and kevins tooth fell out so hes liek ill give you five dollers if u put my tooth in ur mouth so she did then gave it back to him and he put it in his mouth. But yea then shes depessed over Willson too. And Dj doesnt like Nicky so thats depressing too. Nicky tries. But then Dj called adn natalie has two phones so her and nat got on teh phone adn i just watched them talk to Dj. Then the ice cream man dude came adn we got ice cream and this guy named grosie (they call hm by his last name) called. Then Nat is like hey say hi to the new girl and I screamed in the phone hi!! Then Nat dropped the phone. Grosie sounds just lieka 6 year osl girl. I was like this is a girl adn there liek no its a 12 year old boy!! And im like no way impossible cuz i saw a pic of him adn he looks liek hes 8 and he souds like a 6 year old. Put he said hes dating the hotest girl in skool adn she got naked adn he licked chockolet off of her. Yea right like I belive that. Then we went to Target to go shopping for teh birthday part for Kathern. Nat adn Nicky baught presents for Kathern but they just left adn wouldnt wait for me to get her a preasent so i was like w/e. Im the third wheel. I dont think Nicky likes me that much. But im happy cuz i have 5 guy friends adn umm like 9 girl friends so in one week i made 14 friends. Go me. But Nicky is like on the virge of being punk adn she loves the colors black and red. But I liek those colors too adn i could be punk if i wanted too. Then they dropped me off adn they are right now at Nickys house. I could of went to Nicky house but they never asked but w/e. So it was ok. I drank like 5 cans of pepsi adn like Nicky is a kewl anoyying dork im just an anoyying person. They dont realy like me. And tehy hate pepsi adn i love pepsi adn i hate country adn they love country adn Nicky kept telling me i suck and that I am a looser. Ok w/e just becuz i like pepsi more then coke adn i hate country doesnt make me a looser. But ill try harder adn theyll like me hopefully.
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| Goin Good |
| 08.31.04 (1:56 pm) [edit] |
 So yeaa everythins been pretty good so far. Saturday was Mitek picnic and my dad volenteered me so yea i worked there for an hour.I won at bingo!! Yay I never win. Went back to Brian adn Wendys house cuz Nicole was spending the night there. We went to this church carnival adn i won a froggy. Sunday I surved at church for teh first time! I screwd up. Yeaa. Yesterday went to school and it was soo long cuz I was soo tired. I had so much homework yesterday. Today was good. My new best friends Natali adn Nikki invited to me a surprise party there throwing for Kathern. Katherns my friend too. At recess that girl who knows who likes me came over adn started talking to us adn Natali it like I know who likes you. Philip. Then that girl who knew who liked me in teh first lace was like Natali!! She was pissed that Natali told me. Um yea Philips in my first hour class. Hes ok lookin. But yea ok. Oh and today my dad had to go inside my school to get some new unifroms for me. So im like dad just dont talk to me pretend u dont know me. The uniforms are soo awsome. Cus there hand me downs so there already broken in adn loose adn the skirt is 3 inches above me knee adn thats awsome cuz the one I have now is like an inch below my knee. I have soo much homework tonight adn I have to take a shower adn do my hair which takes two hours so yea. Im trying to get in bed at 7:30 cuz it takes me an hour to get to sleep adn i have to wake up at 5 everyday. Oh and my mom got the rest of the pics from cali but she didnt scan them and stuff. I have soo many pictures of me in cali with my dad but i dont have time to put them all in photobucket and crap so ill do it tommorro.
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| Survived first week of school! |
| 08.27.04 (1:23 pm) [edit] |
 Yea I survived! I made like 8 new friends too. Yesterday was fun. We got two recesses for a treat which made no sence cuz its like soo humid and hot out so yea. But like all the girls for recess stand in differant lil groups and talk so i met like 5 girls adn talked to them both recesses. One girl Nikki is like so funny and outgoing. She comes up to me adn is talking full speed... hi my names nikki, im boy crazy,fun and im special! Then she was like ganna go in the parking lot and start singing.Then Nikki's friend Nattali who is like soo talkative and talks super fast hanged out wit me. And yea there was like 3 other girls... one was MaryKate adn i dunno the other girls names. One of them is like i like ur hair and i was like oh um thanks and nikkis like yea ur hair is sooo straight... your hair so kewl. Then there like did u highlight it or somethin cuz its kewl. I was like uhh yea lol. Then today which was soo long I was out at recess with nikki adn Natali and sum other girls and this girl comes running up to us and starts talking. Then shes like I know who likes Hayley. I was like uhh ok. Then shes like well I dunno if he likes her but he said shes ute. And I was like cute...? Ok but then Natali's like shes never ganna tell u who he is. So I was like oh well w/e its not like if she tells me his name im ganna know who he is.But if he told her that he likes me people must be talking about me adn i dont like when people talk about me >.<. I bet its Kevin. I just so happen to sit in Kevins seat. Fun. But then Nikki and Nattali are talking to me but they talk like soo fast then there like do u like us and i was like yea..and there like good do u like wanna go to a surprise party with us..? I was like umm. And there like its for that girl who knows who likes you. I was like oh um maybe. But yea thatd be kewl if i go to the surprise party. Oh and I got a new scehdule today so my first hour went form 20 kids to 28 kids.Great. I gave my number to Natali so maybe I can do something with her over teh weekend or something. Thank Gawd its Friday!! Im soo tired!! I wish every week could be only 3 days long. Tommorro is my dad's works picnick thing and my dad volenteered me to work there. Fun. I dont want to work there cuz then I dont get to sleep in and im looking forawd to sleeping in cuz im tired after waking up at 4 in the morning every day. On the way home Alisson told me wut shes doing over the weekend...soccer game,party,friend house,and swimming. Yea well I might sign up for gymastics and volleyball.Yeaa...
my puppy<3
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| First Day Of School |
| 08.25.04 (2:22 pm) [edit] |
Yeeaa first day of school. It was ok. The poeple wernt that nice. And it was soo boring. My teacher Mr.Steavens is old but hes nice but he goes on adn on about things. I seriously almost fell asleep. I woke up at 3 this morning adn couldnt get back to sleep. So I took a shower and got ready. Robin sits right behind me. In reading theres this girl that sits right next to me and shes new too. Kevin sits in the front. His hair is wow. Its like all bushed up. I was soooooo nervouse. Lunch was ok. I got my food and sat down at my asighned table then went out to recess. Bleh. I just stood there alone for a few minuits. Then Kristi and some other girls came up to me. I saw them when I went to visit for a day. I had to carry around a target bag around all day. But yea theres alot of hot guys there. So yea I guess today was ok. Just ok. Im still so nervouse >.<
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| Alex! <33333333333333 |
| 08.24.04 (3:50 pm) [edit] |
 Dude I am so fricken happy right now. I just got this huge flat iron which is awsome and on the way back I saw Alex walking his dog with his mom. Im so happy to see Alex! Im pretty sure he saw me in the car as we passed but dang im so happy!! Im like jumping up and down!! Im so happy!! Its getting my mind off of school ^_^
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| Friends Forever |
| 08.24.04 (8:09 am) [edit] |
 And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change,
Keep on thinking things will always be the same.
But when we leave this year we won't be comming back,
no more hanging out cuz were on a different track
and if you, got something that ya need to say,
you better say it right now cuz you dont have another day
Cuz we're moving on and we cant slow down
these memories are playing like a film without sound
and I keep thinking of that night in June,
I didnt know much of love but it came too soon.
And there was me and you and we got real blue,
stay at home talking on the telephone, with me, we'd
get so excited and we'd get so scared,
laughing at ourselfs thinking lifes not fair...
And this is how it feels...
CHORUS
As we go on,
We remember,
All the times we,
Had together,
And as our lives change,
From whatever,
We will still be
Friends Forever...
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money,
when we look back now will that joke still be funny?,
will we still remember everything we learned in schoool,
still be trying to break every single rule?
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that its not goodbye,
Keep on thinkin its a time to fly,
And this is how it feels...
CHORUS
la, la, la, la... yeah, yeah ... la, la, la, la
We will still be,
Friends Forever
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BRIDGE
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Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow? (somehow)
I guess I thought that this would never end,
AND SUDDENLY IT'S LIKE WE'RE WOMEN AND MEN
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Or will these memories fade when I leave this town?,
I keep, I keep thinking that its not goodbye
Keep on thinking its a time to fly...
I heard this song and I almost cried. Im a cry baby I kno... But It reminds me of all the people from my old school. I knew them all scince I was 7 years old adn then I just left. Im not ever ganna see them again. And thats sad cuz I grew up with all of them. I started thinking bout all of them and I miss them adn I miss my old life adn I dont want this new life I just wanna go back to my old school and my old house and my old friends and my old life. But this song is telling me that are lives change and we go differant ways in our life but im always ganna remember them. When I first came to that school there was 22 kids and now theres 11. Everyone went a differant way and changed and it was my turn. They use to play this song on the last day of school. I miss everyone so much. But im ganna go to this new school and meet new people and new things so maybe itll be ok. I dont know why im so worried. I havent been the new kid scince I was 7 and I forgot how it felt so im just so nervouse adn I dunno why. Maybe its cuz of boys. Im only 12 adn I dont get how you can fall in love or go out when ur 12. Go out where? I think its so dumb to do the boyfriend girlfriend shit at 12 years old. Maybe its cuz im having a guy teacher. Maybe its cuz im ganna be a totall stranger. Maybe cuz im not ganna know where anything is or how the people are. Maybe its cuz I dotn want to change. I dont really like change adn im not use to it. W/e it is im nervouse and I dont want to do it. I just hope the people are kewl adn not all proper adn goody goody kids. I just have to make it threw the first week adn I guess everything will be ok.
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| Amanda |
| 08.24.04 (6:35 am) [edit] |
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So me,mom,and dad found this beach...not a beach but a lake right next to our house on Sunday and went to it.Met a friend there named Amanda which ended up spending the night. Amanda is a lil dikey she has short hair shes a tomboy and doesnt give a hit bout wut she looks like. But thats wut i like bout her. Shes kewl. Butwe watched soem m ovies on the projector adn fell asleep. Woke up on monday adn my mom decides not to go to work. That sucked cuz myt mom doesnt let em do anything. Oh and I sliced my foot open when we were at the lake. So I tell Amanda about teh pool across teh street we could go to so i ask my mom if we could go to the pool adn she freaks out. NO THAT GIRL IS MY RESPONSIBILITY...YOU WILL NOT LEAVE THIS HOUSE! So im like mom theres nothing to do dad said I could go to the pool then she starts screaming so im like shut up adn she comes full speed over to me adn starts hitting me then slams me into teh wall. So I twisted her boob adn ran downstairs. Amandas like omg are u ok I heard slapping did she slap u!? Im like yea! Then my mom starts screaming HAYLEY GET UR ASS UP HERE! So I go up and shes yelling and crying adn saying shit bout me so i say shut up bitch then she freaks out even more. She starts hitting me adn I slam her into the fridgerator.And damn shes doing this in front of my friend. Amanda was the only person who came over all summer adn my mom scares her away. Dude I have friends. Not good ones cuz they never come over cuz everytime sumone does my mom freaks out adn scares them away. So I run out the front door and climb high up in my tree where she couldnt see me. Then I run to teh front and Amanda opens the window adn I tell her to come out the door. So she does adn I start running down the street then Amanda starts running so were running all the way down teh backstreet. And We run to this park and go on the swings. And Amandas like dude u should keep a knive wit u so u could stab ur mom. Then we like get scared cuz we think my moms coming so we run into the forest adn theres this dried up creak so i take a piss in it. And it all rocks and glass so its all getting into the cut on my foot where I sliced it open. then it starts rainging adn thundering and lightning. So we have to run across this field adn Amandas freaking out cuz she doest wanna get struckt by lightning. So we run under a tree adn shes all lets go back lets go back and im like hell no my moms ganna be pissed we ran away. So we run undeall these trees and go into this track. and Amanda starts reading the lightning and shes liek go no stay no go go go! So I run and its a dead end. So we go all the way back and by now wee soaked adn we run back across the field. ANd we take this back way into our track and I forget where my house is cuz im not use to teh backway so were running on all the streets trying not to get hit by lightning and we finially come to our house. So we go in the back adn my mom sees us so shes like get ur asses in here!! So shes like Hayley why the fuck did u leave adn I thought I told u not to leave Amanda. So we go to my room so we can change. And my mom screaming and yelling right in front of Amanda. So I give her some of my clothes adn we go to the mall to get my stupet gay ass churchy shoes for school. And my moms like hayley stay right here. Then were in the parking lot adn Amandas like im ganna tell my mom wut happened and she could call the cops for child abuse then shes like my mom will let u come over to my house to get u away from ur mom. Then her mom comes adn picks her up. But yea fun day. -sarcasim- Yesteraday I got Amy and Beth aim screename so now I can talk to them online ^_^ But yea today is the last day of my summer. Im having all these weird dreams of school. Im so nervouse its not even funny. Im soo scared >.<
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| $$$Savin Up |
| 08.20.04 (6:15 pm) [edit] |
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So yea im saving up for next summer so I can go to california ^_^ My mom owes me like $30 but oviously wont give it to me so yea that sucks so im ganna like work extra around the house and save my money up. Tommorro im raking the leaves and cleaning the house so ill get 15 dollers.I did the math and theres around 266 days of school so in 266 days itll be summer. Cant wait!! So I should have plenty of money if I save up for all 266 days. Oh and eww i walked in on my mom and dad.They were like kissn and um..yea...ew. My dads being the biggest jack ass. I hate him. I hate both of them. Oh and my mom is officialy an alchoholic ( dunno how yuh spell it) She sits on the bed drinking. She drinks like a 6 pack a night. She drank every day in california but hey..whats new. I wish someone in my family smoked. But no one does. So yea... bummer. My new favorite band is switchfoot ^_^ Im going to sleep like really early so i can wake up early. I have to go get my school supplies tommorro. My mom is such an idiot. If you wait 4 days be4 school starts there is going to be no school supplies left. So im starting my first day of school in a totally new school with no supplies and an ugly ass backpack. So fun I cant wait.
music:Switchfoot-dare you to move
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| wooh california! |
| 08.19.04 (9:32 am) [edit] |
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W0W. This vacation made my summer soo fun. It was awsome. So yea this is ganna be a long post. Got there and went to my dad's paretns house. It was better then I thought it would be I guess. I saw my 2 cousin's babies. Josh's baby is a fat boy and Dillands kid is a girl.We got in cali on a wednesday (same day we went to my dad's parents house) and left my dad's parets house on friday. On thursday we went out to Perchange with my dad, his parents, Dilland, Dilland's girlfriend, and their baby. Dilland girlfriends (mother of the baby) is black. That kinda shocked me. Maybe I am a lil racist or w/e. I dont mean to but I just expected someone who was white. But shes gourgouse her names Tasha. Shes tall beautiful adn has big boobs as my dad's mom would say.I dont get why the hell shes with Dilland. Dilland. Hes the biggest looser. Hes smokes marajuana, lives in his car, got himself into being a father,and he has problems. Ohh adn I saw pics of my dad from when he was like 4 to he was 30. He was a cute kid. On friday after we left we went to the beach! I heart the beach <3.After the beach we went to nicks house..my dad's brother. Hes a bigger looser then Dilland but at least Nick has a job and a house. Saturday we went to the beach the whole day. Then we went to Hermans house after.Hermans kid is a year older then me and already has a lil go-te thing goin on. Then we went to Lees house. I saw lee adn his family and w/e exactly two years ago. His house was all under construction and shit but now its like a huge manchin. His son Jarod is a year older then me. Haha hes hot I guess. He has that lil blonde sufer look. But yea I sat on the couch in the livin room wit him but didnt say one word for like 2 hours lmao. Sunday me and my dad walked on the peir adn took pictures and stuff. We also went on main street where all those kewl shop are and got an outfit. Then went to see Joey. Another perfect live in california. He has a huge house, beautiful wife,awsome cars, and a cute kid. His kids hair reminds me of that american idol guy justin. He kept following me around and stuff so like I tried avoiding him or w/e haha. Dana (joeys wife) is so pretty. And Dana gets to go see lincoln park! Not fair. Over my vacation I started to really like Lincoln Park. Monday went to the beach again ^_^. Omg then on Tuesday Danna (my moms friend) adn here son Richard took me to the oarnge county fair! Gawd it was so fun they had all these awsome rides! Richard looks like a lil nerd lol. But me and Richard (hes 9) went on teh log flume ride like 10 times adn it takes ur pic adn he flciked the camera off adn it was so funny cuz his mom saw and his mom doesnt let him cuss or w/e. So funny. But we left at 10 and came home at 9 so we stayed there the whole day. Richard looks just like my cousin Eddie. Its kinda weird lol. Then on wednesday we went to the beach again. Thursday was so fun. First off my bestest friends are twins named Amy adn Beth. Weve known each other ever scince we were born. There a few months younger then me. But on thursday me ,danna, richard, kima, amy, beth, and michael went to the beach. There are all these rocks and on one side of them there is this dark seewead rocky deep part of teh ocean. Kinda scary but amy and beth were freaked out to jumo in so me and michael jumped in so there like omg Hayley ur so brave! and later on Shana (amy and beths older sis) came. So we walked all the way over the rocks to where this huge fake rock is where u can jump off it into the water. But I was scared cuz they said there were seals and sharks there. so I jumped in cuz amy said she would jump in after me but I was so scared I swam all the way back to shore and left amy haha. But then on the other side of the rocks is where teh waves are so we all went boogie boarding and we went out pretty far and we saw a seal! I never seen a seal be4 besdies in a zoo. It was like 10 feet away adn Beth is like so scared of the ocean water so she only goes out to her nees. It was fun. Friday me and my dad went back to the beach. I got so sun burnt. I dont remember ut we did saturday...but sunday I spent teh night over at the twins house (amy adn beth) Acutally they live in a hotel so I spent the night at there hotel room. We went swimming in the hotels pool and in the gicusi beth was like sticking her toung in the jet. Me and Amy were in the pool at like 10:30 pm scared of Aliens. We were just sitting there scared. Im scared of aliens...shut up. Me and beth slept on the floor and in the morning we went to Wild Rivers..a water park. Omg that was the most embarassing day in my life. Cuz when I woke up that morning I was on my period. ooo shit. So me and amy got in line for the water slide that like was like straight up adn down and at the bottom is like a toilet adn flushes u down adn we were like oo im scurred im scurred so we got in line for the other one and that line was so long. So im standing in line on my period..i dont wear tampons so yea but thank god nothing was spilling out. Im like Amy I have to go pee i have to go pee but write when we got in the tube it started spilling out. So im riding the water slide with blood all in my swim suit when it was over adn i ran to teh bathroom and the line was long. But bloods spilling out so its like all over the floor adn here I am having my hand on my ass trying to keep it in and i run to the stall adn I have blood on my hand so when i open the door it gets on the door. And Amy's like Hayley..I know. She said it all calm then shes like omg hayley do u want me to get my mom!!?? And im like no amy dont leave me! The I get it all cleaned up and w/e and walk out of the stall and there is like 7 people all huddled around me like are u ok?? Then theres a mom in there so shes like here I have a quarter let me get u a tampon. So she gets me a tampon and tells me how to use it so im in the bathroom trying to shove it up there adn it hurts like shit and it wont go up. so I throw it away and I run to amy's mom (kima) and danna. And Amy is telling them thank god beth adn richard were in teh pool cuz i dont want everyone to know! So me adn amy are walking with danna to go to one of the lockers to get out a tampn and here comes beth adn startes walking with us like where yuh goin?? then we get the tampon and we start walkin to the bathroom adn shes liek stop where are you all goin!!/ Then Danna screams out shut up beth shes on her period! Im like ok Danna tell the whole world! so were in the bathroom again and in in there trying to stick it up me againa dn it just wouldn't go up. so Danna opens the door and pushes it up there adn im like oww! So we go in the lazy river and it comes out. So im liek o screw it adn I just sit there on my towl for liek a half an hour while everyone is on the water slides. Then im like I wanna go on them so I go in the lazy river cuz ive been on my period alot of times int eh pool adn it never spills out when im in the water. So beth comes in with me adn it works so I get to go on the rides adn stuff and it was so fun. there was this place where every 10 minuits it would make huge waves adn it was like u were in the ocean. It was an embarassing day :oops: then teh rest of the week i forgot what I did. Saturday we went to oc choppers adn got a shirt for my dad. Sunday I spent the night again at amy adn beths. Tuesday me adn my dad wen to to go see Irobot. It was a really good movie ^_^ Wednesday we go to teh airport to pick my mom up adn my dad was suppose to leave to go back to Missouri but he screwd it up adn he got to stay till Thursday. Wednesday me and my mom went back out to go see my dad's parents. We saw josh then on thursday we went to Mervans and I got some sandles and we got thsi really good pizza. then me adn my mom left and went to Marthas house adn unpacked are stuff. Friday me my mom and Martha went to teh beach then we went to wahoos. We weont on HB main street and got all these clothes. Got some of teh tube tops that liek flurs down at the bottom. Saturday me and my mom went to Hunington Beach with Danna and some of her friends. Richard adn me and soem dads went out like so far out in the ocean adn it was so scary cuz I was like still on my period adn I didnt want sharks to get me adn stuff. Sunday was my birthday party. We went to Boomers and amy adn beth and richard adn a girl named Genifer and amy and beth's neace were there. It was so fun. We ahd pizza then went on this ride it was like bumper boats and u get soaked.then we went on teh ferris wheel adn go karts and it was fun. Amy and Beth got me some jewls and notepads adn kewl stuff adn richard got me this stained glass maker thing..u get to make and paint stained glass or somethin. It was like dark out and we were still there adm Genifer like soo liked me..ew not like lesbian or w/e but she kept following me and she baught me dip adn dots adn noboy else dip and dots.So everyone was mad at Genifer adn they were sayin shit bout her.Sunday I spent teh night at Amy ad beths again. Monday was my 12 birthday and I hatedmy mom. Shes like Hayley weve done so much we need to relax. And im like mom can we relax any other day besdies on my birthday!She didnt get me anything. She said that day we wetn shopping was my birthday present w/e. We went to the island beach with amy and beth and it was fun I guess. Then on Tuesday for my birthday we went to Universal Studios. I really wanted to go to Magic Mountain but nooo. Danna and Richard came with us. We all went on the mummy adn it was a really short ride but it was fast.Then we went on Jurassic Parka dn it was just like the movie. I felt liek I was there cuz it was all misty adn it was aboat ride adn all teh dinosaurs were write next to you adn it was kewl. We went on this haunted house thing called Van Helsing it was so awsome. I loved the movie Van Helsing and the haunted house thing was just like the movie cuz they had things in the movie in there. We went on Back to the Future which was kewl too. We saw how tehy made backflash adn we went adn saw these special effects thing. They showed some part from like Cronicals of Riddick, Van Helsing adn stuff. Richard got to be a volenteer!! He put this siut on adn it made this thing move. Then we went on the tour which was my favorite. U got on this lil tram thing adn it took u down to all the sets. I saw where they made Bruce Almighty, The grinch, Austin Powers, Agent Cody Banks, and like alot more adn it was so kewl. Omg and we went ovet this lake and the shark from jaws was in there! I kno its a fake shark but still its so kewl. The shark was write next to me litterally. It came up adn squirted water on me and it so scared me. I could liek touch it with my foot it was write next to me. And on teh tour I got to see King Kong adn all this kewl stuff and they were filming movies! Then we went on teh city walk adn went home. By the time we got home (martha's house) it was like 1 am. Wednesday my amy adn beth adn richard went to the beach then my mom and danna dropped me adn richard off at there hotel adn we went swimming. It was like night time adn we were in the gicusi. Beth was like Hayley stick ur toung in the whole (it was the jet whole) So I did lol. Then Amy is like Richard stick ur dick in it so he was like ganna but i was write next to him adn he didnt want me to see it. So hes like Hayley go on the other side. So I did. And he did it he stuck his dick in the jet whole. Then Amy was all I wonder how it feels adn stuff. So she like touched his dick and started rubbing it.And I was like omg Amy eww. Then Beth did it.Then they wanted me to do it. And I was like eww no. And I didnt want to do it cuz they have cameras all over the pool. Then they started to do grose stuff. Like put there hmm hmm next to the jet and omg I couldnt belive it but Amy sucked it. It reffering to Richards dick. Then Beth did it. Then Richards like I want Hayley to do it. And im like omg wtf im not ganna do that. But the whole night they were doing that shit and they why arnt u doing it Hayey. And I didnt want to get caught cuz yea that be wierd. But I touched it..I didnt suck it or w/e cuz thats nasty but w/e. Then Beth frenched kiss me under water lmao. Write next to there hotel it this wall adn its high up that u need a chair to get up on it. So we were walking along it. Me adn Beth were walking along it all the way to where teh highway is. And the guy upstairs saw us. He was smoking a cig and he started following us adn by the time we got to the end of the wall he was write there looking at us. And he looked like he was high or drunck cuz he couldnt really walk but he walked toawd us adn me and beth were scared as shit so we ran adn when he went away amy adn richard came up to us. We went to the front office and started stealing all the sugar adn ice and we ate it all. It was good lol. Then we got back on the wall and Amy started doin all the shit to Richard again. Then Beth started doin it. But I just sat there and watched them lol. Then we were walking on the wall and Shanna came home adn saw us. She got pissed that we were walking on teh wall and made us come in. Shanna is 17 or 18. so we made teh bed and there dad came home adn he snores soo damn loud.We fell asleep adn Danna picked me adn richard up at like 8:30 when everyone was asleep and we went to Norms...Norms is like Dennys. Wre ate there tehn she dropped me off at Nicks house. Martha kicked us out of her house so we had to stay at nicks house again. So me adn my mom adn richard and Danna went to my moms friends house Karen adn went swimming int there huge pool. Kima was alseep teh whole time when we were doiing teh shit to Richard so when Danna asked her if we were good she wasliek they were excelent. So we were in karens pool adn Dannas like Kima said u adn richard adn teh twins were so good adn quietlast night. And I started laughing cuz I couldnt help it adn shes like why are u laughing wut did u do. And I looked at Richard adn hes like wut? Richard is pretending like we didnt do that so he wont get in trouble. Then on Friday Michelle adn her daughter Samantha flew into California. They live in Seatle but they wanted to see my mom. Samantha is 15 adn I was expecting her to be like a modle but dude she has major zits and I am safe to say I am pretty then her. But we went out to eat at this resturant with Michelle Samantha Callete Calletes husband adn some other people. Callete was like Hayley ur so pretty. Omg ur so beauitful. For one no i am not pretty so I was like omg shut the hell up.Callete got so drunk adn we spent the night at her house cuz michelle adn Samantha were staying there.Samantha was telling me that the cast od summerland was 10 minuits away from Callets house adn I wanted to go meet tehm so bad cuz I love summerland adn err my mom never took me! Saturday we went to the beach with Michelle and Samantha then me adn my mom went back to nicks house got ready then went to Marios to meet my dad's paretns and Terry ( my aunt who came out to see us adn have dinner.Danna and Richard came with us. We had dinner adn my dad's parents got me this really awsome clock. its atomic or something and it tells the exact time adn it projects the time, the temp,and the date on the wall.Then me adn Richard were all hyper adn running around the resturant adn we got money for candy so we were like fricken eating all teh candy then we were running around int eh parking lot adn running into the pet store that was across teh street. There were these adorable xute chockole lab puppies adn I wanted one of them so bad. But we needed a parent to hold one of the animals so we were just liek running around teh pet store ocking over everything. Then my dad's paretns left and Michelle adn her friends came to the same resturant so my mom was like we are just going to stay with michelle for 10 minuits. 4 hours later were still there. I was suppose to go to amy and beths house but my mom is sucha bitch adn wouldnt take me. So yea me ,richard, adn some of michelle's friends kids were at the pet store for 4 hours bored to death. Then my mom being the bitch that she is took me to Karens house and made me stay there for 3 hours while she was downstairts getting drunk. I was so pissed. We finially got back to nicks house adn went to sleep.Then on Sunday my aunt Gina came down adn we went to teh swapmeet. with michelle, danna, richard,samantha, my mom, and callete.I got all this stuff for my room. Im making my room a beach theme. So i got shells adn all this neat shit.Then after my mom dropped me off at amy adn beths. We went swimming with some otehr people from the hotel. Ok but when it was like 8 there dad came home. so we all got in our pjs adn beth got 2 cigerattes from theres dad's pack. Then we went down to teh office ad got some matches, jumped over the wall where the suew is adn lighted them. So I started smoking them adn I forget what kind it is. It had a camel on it but it was good. So we smoked both cigs and jumped back over the wall and found a cig on teh floor adn smoked that. I was like I want some more so I went around and took 3 out of the ashtrays. And we went behind teh hotel in a corner adn did it there. I only had a lil bit left of the cig ad I droped in and I was liek ont eh ground on my nees trying to get it lit with w/e fell on teh ground adn Amy took a piece a grass adn it liek lets smoke this lol. Shes.. um.. yea. But we went to the office cuz I wa like were ganna smell like it. So we got some coffe. I never drank coffe be4 but it was good. But we found like a few more cigs adn smoked them but then their dad is liek come in now. Sim like oh shirt I we smell liek it. So im like dont talk. but we go in ad get soem scope and like brush our teeth. My friggen hands smelt like it adn they have no soap. But yea we ate and fell asleep adn we went to the beach the next day wit richard ad danna. But im lying there adn I see a pack of kima's cigs adn a liter so I tell beth so shes like ok well do it later. Then we cross teh bridge adn we found a dead seal :( But later on everyone was in the water cept me adn beth so I take a cig adn the liter adn we run to where tehse rocks are. And im like trying to light it adn it wont light up. so Beth is like im not ganna do this. Im like no hold on let me try to get it lit and it wouldnt light so then we see everyone coming back up so beth takes off wit teh cig so i run after her adn i take teh liter adn put it back in Kimas purse and Beth barries teh cig but it sucks cuz I wanted to do it. But my mom showed up adn I said goodbye tehn we went to nicks house packed up adn then next day we left on the plane back to Missouri. Came home adn my house just seemed differant and my dog just was differant adn eerything is differant adn I wanna go back to california. I got back on Tuesday and im ganna keep in touch with amy adn beth by email adn stuff so they wont forget me. ooo and I forgot I got my ear pierced some point in my vacation on the top part of my ear. Yea but it was so fun adn wut is such a bummer is school starts on Wednesday but haha my old school has already started. I get to redue my room today and tommorro I get to see the girl across te street. And I still need to get all my school supplies adn crap so yea im bored...wish I could be back on the beach in cali ^_^
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| CALIFORNIA!! |
| 07.20.04 (12:41 pm) [edit] |
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CALIFORNIA IN 14 MORE HOURS!! WELL BYE PEOPLE ILL SEE YOU IN A MONTH!![/b]
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| This weekend |
| 07.20.04 (7:26 am) [edit] |
Weekend was busy.Very. Saturday the people came over and we talked...the girl didnt go cuz she adn her mom went out of town so yea but the other family came over. There were some awkard silent moments but yea other then that it was pretty good. Thery are cath-o-holics. Got my hair cut after they left. My hair use to be like a few inches below my sholder and now its like an inch below. It feels so short. Sunday my lil mexican cuz came over. Hes 9 and he didnt know english...thats the whole point of him commin to the U.S.A to learn english. Hes stayin with my oter cuzin Eddie for two weeks cuz there bout the same age. His name was ontono or somethin but I called him Tony. Tony rocks at playstation. I mean he must play it 24/7 cuz hes awsome at it. I have this hunting game adn usually it take me bout an hour to get one deer or w/e and kill it. He killed 4 it one hour. But other then that hes cute and he could talk better english then I could in spanish. He left yesterday morning and it was so awkawd cuz both me and my dad dont know spanish but my mom does but she left at like 6 and he woke up at 6:30. So im like pointing at what he wants for brekfast and it was weird but he could talk pretty good english cuz hes like I have this game in playstation and he could say sleep, pizza, computer, juice, he could say white..he talked better english then I though he would. Monday I packed all my clothes but half of them were dirty so I had to wash them all so I have to pack everything up today.
CALIFORNIA TOMMORRO!!! At this time tommorro im ganna be at my grandma's cough cough bitch cough cough. Haha I hate her and Im ganna be so bored cuz I have to go straight to her house and stay there till Friday and she lives out in the middle of no where land so theres notthin to do there. Absolutely nothin to do. But whats so much better is right after that I have to go to my dad' friends house (Lee) And see his son Jarod and all them. Jarods a year older then me I think hes 13. Oh well but when am I ganna go to the beach!? Errr I wanna go the first second I get there! IM SOO EXCITED!! Err I wanna go right now!!! Were leavin at 6 am tommorro! I love the new song I have cuz one its the oc theme adn its california! This song is me cuz I was born in the Oarnge county (Oc) and pretty soon im ganna go back to live there. California here we come right back where we started from.
[b]California in 20 hours!![/b]
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| Damn blog |
| 07.19.04 (9:13 am) [edit] |
I just wrote this huge post and it got deleated and I dont feel like rewriting it all so ill write it tommorro. I miss Alex :'(
[b]2 MORE DAYS TILL CALIFORNIA!![/b] <3>
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| Omg a friend a real live friend!! |
| 07.16.04 (4:11 pm) [edit] |
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Yes for those of you who are confused I Hayley is going to have a friend. No not a computer friend a real life friend. Im soo happy!! Ok well when I go to school there is absolutely no one to pick me up. So get this theres these people across the street from me and they go to Holy Infant but the kids are only in 2nd and 4th grade. They car pull with there next door neighbors which is a few houses away from mine. My mom asked them if she would pay money and theyd take me home. So theres 2 house carpulling or w/e adn one of them has a 7th grade girl who goes to Holy Infant so shes probolly ganna be in my class I hope! For teh last year I have had no friends. Absolutely not one friend. I mean I did but tehy were all fake and backstabbers. Well heres my chance to have a really good friend. A friend that practically lives at your house, a friend that you can tell anything to, a friend that is like your sister. Im meating her and her family tommorro and im soo excited!! I mean wow this si the first time someone has been over to my house in at least a year! Ok I have been trying to turn over a new leaf, start over new. Be a normal girl. I mean the kind that I talked about in that one post a few days ago. A nice, fun to be around, caring, polite girl. Yuh see I can do that. But ymy family wowy they cant. See I had many good friends in my life but yuh wonder why I dont have them anymore its becuz of my mother. She is a freak. I mean I remember I had my friend Gennel spend the night adn my mom adn dad start fighting adn my dad starts throwing everything around and he threw everything off the dresser and my mom crying and crying adn shes yelling adn cussing. And hello my friend is witnessing this. I was so embarassed. Well yuh guessed it that was the last time I saw Genelle. Then Miranda the bestest friend I ever had was scared to death of my mom so therefor never came over butme I practically lived at her house and well my mom hated Miranda so she didnt care adn shed go balistic in front of Miranda too. I mean yea im probolly ganna beome friends wit this girl but right when we get to be close friends my mom is ganna freak out and yea then itll be over. I need a normal family. Anyways if my mom can just be normal and not be a bitchy freak she usually is for one day I might have a chance of having a friend. *crosses fingers* Im so excited!! Omg my house is a mess. I have to clean clean clean cuz I need to make it a normal house and err my room .< I need to clean my room!! Err if only I had that pink and black bedspread.I gatta go clean!>
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| 07.16.04 (8:25 am) [edit] |
Omg last night I went to get my uniform. Well I get in the store and I get the size and all and they dont have any skirts just skorts. Gawd I hate skorts there so uncomfortable. So im changing and the skirt goes down past my neas. SO im complainging thats its to long and that my old uniform whet an inch abve my neas. Ok and then the shirts. They are so uncomfortable and stiff. Its horrible. My old uniforms use to be short skirts that kinda layerd out and a t-shirt but these skirts go straight down with ugly colors and the shirt has buttons all the down. 0k so while im getting my uniform theres this highschooler and her mom getting her uniform and trying it on. So I go in the mirror and look and the highschool is like looking me over and giving me this dirty look why I do not no. But the mom realizes my uniform is Hoy Infants and shes starts talking to me bout what grade im going into and stuff and she says that her daughter goes to Holy infant adn is going into the same grade I am. She says her daughter's (who wasnt there) name is Kelsay and I imedietly remember that name but forget what she looks like. I remember a Kelsey talking to me when I stayed at Holy Infant for a day so I guess im ganan be hanging out wit her during the school year. 0k so omg im reading the uniform sheet and it says u can only wear tennish shoes on gym day and theres no sandles. That means I have to wear those dressy black fancy church shoes which by the way I hate with a passion. Thats not all the boys have to wear friggen ties! Wtf are ties for anyway!?? Omg ties to school! Then you cant wear any make-up, sweaters, and the shorts have to go down to ur neas!! I am so pissed. And the biggest problem it says and they bolded it underlind it adn capatlized it [b]ABSOULETLY NO BLEACHED, SUNNED, DYED, OR HIGHLIGHTED HAIR!![/b] Omg that sucks cuz right now I have alot of blonde highlights. My parents are all they wotn notice! Umm dad.. mom how can they not notcie! Like my hair at the top is a dark brown and at the ends are dark brown ad I have streaks of blond in it. There not ganna let me dye it back brown eaither!! I mean I love the way my hair is but I am [b]not[/b] ganna be embarassed on my first week of school!! But I go dad if they say somethin bout my hair then u have to give me $20. S0 I know for a fact they will, being there schools rules are form the 50's and so are there uniforms, but that just means I just made $20 ^_^. They do it old school lol! I am just so nervouse bout going to the school. Every ,and I mean every dream I have had this whole summer, has been about school. For example last night my dream was im sitting in Holy Infants class room and im staring out the window and I am seeing all my friends from public school out and havin a blast over summer break while im sitting in the classroom working. I dunno quite exactly what it means but I guess im just ganna have to live with being a catholic girl. Ok yesterday suddenly I just got sooo excited to go to California!!! Im going wit my dad for two weeks then wit my mom for 2 weeks and when I go wit my mom I am getting my belly button pierced and the top part of my ear pierced wit a ring. My ears are already pierced but I want a ring at the top. I am wearing the ring at the top to school no matter what Holy Infant says. What are they ganna do kick me out for having my ear pierced? No I dont think so. I cant wait to go to california!!
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